its a little bit funny

sometimes its odd when you find yourself saying what people want to here... i quite love difference in the truth..
I've been dwelling on that statement for a while now, makes too much sense in the immediate world. torn with having to get by in a company full of money hungry ass holes or soothing a bruised ego...
man it makes meeting people an uncomfortable task...

power ranger

why is it the people around us are the people that are incontrol of our own lives?... yes i know a random question, but it hit me that everything we do every thought we might seem to have, is triggered by some bitch or bastard across the room... whether they're nice or not doesnt really matter but the fact that we're not entirely incontrol of what they have to say (viscious cycle i know)... it takes someone elses ignorance to get you to take control of those millions of thoughts that run threw your mind as that "lame" statement is being made... out of that, the control comes in when you decide to choose what words should mutter or burst out of your lips...
i guess thats your control, your power, you conclude.

black smoke

This morning reminded me of the cultural difference between black women and white women. So this lady was crossing the street cigarette in hand as old as my mom. the trauma was not that she was smoking but the fact that unlike some other black women who used to smoke, she wasn't affected by the social stigma of a black 35+ woman smoking on the street. i guess in my head i always have in the back of my mind that i'll quit smoking when i hit a certain age, but i guess its other facters that change the decision to stop or to carry on like you're in your 20's. Firstly the supposed black traditionalist hubby that you're going to marry and suppose the fact that its shunned upon to smoke as a black woman. but hey to hell with social reform and all sorts of other restrictions that you're born with...
live life don't let it live you!!!