power ranger

why is it the people around us are the people that are incontrol of our own lives?... yes i know a random question, but it hit me that everything we do every thought we might seem to have, is triggered by some bitch or bastard across the room... whether they're nice or not doesnt really matter but the fact that we're not entirely incontrol of what they have to say (viscious cycle i know)... it takes someone elses ignorance to get you to take control of those millions of thoughts that run threw your mind as that "lame" statement is being made... out of that, the control comes in when you decide to choose what words should mutter or burst out of your lips...
i guess thats your control, your power, you conclude.

black smoke

This morning reminded me of the cultural difference between black women and white women. So this lady was crossing the street cigarette in hand as old as my mom. the trauma was not that she was smoking but the fact that unlike some other black women who used to smoke, she wasn't affected by the social stigma of a black 35+ woman smoking on the street. i guess in my head i always have in the back of my mind that i'll quit smoking when i hit a certain age, but i guess its other facters that change the decision to stop or to carry on like you're in your 20's. Firstly the supposed black traditionalist hubby that you're going to marry and suppose the fact that its shunned upon to smoke as a black woman. but hey to hell with social reform and all sorts of other restrictions that you're born with...
live life don't let it live you!!!

tickle..

just completed my blog settings, pretty chuffed must say!!!

cape town's cold and promising for a whisky and a smoke!!!

allas i'm at the office today. quite but functional.

i'm actually cold and craving a hot cup of coffee.. shall be done in a bit.

ninja's first day at span, pretty excited for him...

not much to say today, haven't been aroused by conversation.

but i'm sure something will slap me in the head and get me going for a few moments.

its the beginning days and i still need to find out how to ad stuff.

fun... i know.